It’s 4:30am and I can’t stop thinking…

Insomnia again. Today there is a transgender community picnic in Balboa Park and I’m having anxiety about going. I know this may sound weird but I have a lot of disconnection with my local transgender community. I get misgendered* more in trans spaces(they know I’m trans) and it’s disheartening especially coming from “community leaders” who pride themselves in respecting pronouns.

I also have friends that are going there like Summer and Charlie.